selfish

every time i see you, i want you.

but every time i see you, i know i can't have you.

you break my heart.

every time i see you with her, i ache.

but every time i see you with her, i crave you even more.

why are you doing this?

every time i think of you, it's a dagger in my soul.

it's a fire that burns so hot that i become addicted to the pain.

i need it.

i know i'm selfish,

but i've become dependent on your love.

please let me have it.