Moving On

when did we drift apart?

from staying up late to make sure you got home safe,

to clearing my 8 hour schedule only to see you for 15 minutes.

when did you realize you didn’t love me anymore?

was it when you got with someone during our relationship?

or was it when you realized i’ll never live up to your standards.

when did i notice my own self worth?

was it when you stopped calling me beautiful?

or was it when you decided you didn’t want to be seen with me around your friends.

when did the sky begin to look different to me?

was it when i looked at it, and all i saw was your blue eyes?

or was it when i remembered our star gazing nights.

but now, i’m onto bigger things.

better things.

things that if i even tried to hold onto you any longer,

i would not accomplish.

i’m happy.

i’m proud.

i’m over you.

Madysen Smith